Tuesday, May 22, 2007
today big bro graduation frm poly le
dad mum and 2nd bro all go and attend
the ceremony le .. left mi at home ..
haix actually graduation should be
whole family go de .. but now onli left
mi at home .. looks lyk i dun belong to
the family ..
as time pass .. now i realise mum dad
no longer care abt mi as last time le ..
yesterday i went home late at abt 6:30pm+
then get scolded by dad ..
he sae i am starting to grow worms le
still dun wan to learn better .. i really
wanted to noe how much i mean to them ?
fri going to meet parents cos my MYE
score is dam lousy .. how am ii going to
face my dad ? with tat kind of marks ii
get ..
so many things going to face and settle ..
thinking of ending my life juz lyk tat ...
no need to bother so much things ..
am i juz tat tao-ren-yan ? seems lyk
everione also dun lyk mi .. even my family
i cant feel any sense of LOVE , WARM , HAPPYNESS .
at home now .. hate my home ..
last time de me was too childish to believe
tat home is such a happy place to be when
i am feeling down .. but now .. home is juz
a place for mi to sleep .. and nth else ..
sch days de me looks veri happy .. but ..
who noes my problem ... ?
i sweet smile hide a million tears ..
- fading.off
